There Nothing Much To Say.

Maybe I look like I was filled by happiness. Maybe I always laugh with all the stupid jokes. Maybe I create a huge smile every single time. And maybe. I look OKAY.

But actually, from the deepest in my heart, you can see. I AM TRULY NOT OKAY.

I can't stand it anymore. Please heart, be strong.

I can not rid of this feeling again and again. Maybe tonight is the time to release all the miserable feelings that I faced since you weren't here with me.

I'm sick of all of this feelings. It kept killing me on the inside. I'm suffering because of missing you

I can't say anything about this. I just can say ; 'Please cure me'.

I wish you were here.

I need you. ALWAYS.

If you're here, I swear I won't let you to go. I won't let you to leave me here. Alone without you.

Till then, I just can say I will pretend that you always here besides me. You always be at my side right?

Because you're always here ; in my HEART.

I am sorry. Sometimes I can't stand my feelings for a long time

I love you so much, MOHD IKHWAN BIN ZAINAL ABIDIN. :')

-wani-

betapa

betapa aku berharap kamu ada di sisi aku,

bergurau senda seperti selalu,

kau rangkul pinggangku dan pinjamkan bahu kamu.

betapa aku berharap kamu terus sayang aku,

terus pandang aku terus kekalkan aku dalam hati kamu,

beri sedikit ruang dalam hidup kamu untuk aku.

betapa aku berharap kamu aku yang punya,

sumpah tak banyak yang aku pinta,

aku cuma mahu kamu jadi milik aku,

tak pinta untuk selamanya,

tapi sekurang-kurang hingga aku kehabisan nyawa.

Someone , Somewhere

Someone Somewhere - Asking Alexandria

Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Because I know there's someone somewhere
Praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart
My life right from the start
I need a home sweet home
To call my own

It was you
That told me i could do this
You put the music in my heart
And how you sang with the band in Memphis
It's hard just, to be strong
Not knowing if, I've done you proud
I like to imagine
You smile when you hear my songs

Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Because I know there's someone somewhere
Praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart
My life right from the start
I need a home sweet home
To call my own

A letter home and I know we don't speak much
And we both know I'm not keen to
But I think there's things I've left unsaid
I'm okay don't worry
I wish I'd been a better kid
I'm trying to slow down
I'm sorry for letting you down

Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Because I know there's someone somewhere
Praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart
My life right from the start
I need a home sweet home
To call my own

Yeah!

You know it's just, Rock and roll
I know you're by my side through it all
My terror twin and I
Let's take over the world

Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Because I know there's someone somewhere
Praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart
My life right from the start
I need a home sweet home
To call my own

Even though I'm on my own
I know I'm not alone
Because I know there's someone somewhere
Praying that I make it home
So here's one from the heart
My life right from the start
I need a home sweet home
To call my own

This song is meaningful to me . That's why I put it here :)

HAMPA

kenapa aku hampa??

aku bukan setakat hampa malah kecewa,sedih,marah..

hanya Tuhan sahaja yang tahu betapa peritnya perasaanku ini..

ok r, aku nk bercerita sikit kenapa aku mesti hampa??

Tanggal 24 Mei 2011 aku telah mendapat berita gembira..

kerana aku dapat menyambung pelajaranku ke peringkat Diploma..

Kementerian Politeknik menawarkan aku ke Politeknik Seberang Perai, Penang..

Jurusan Diploma Pengajian Perniagaan(Pengurusan) PPM.. selama setahun 2 semester..

aku berasa gembira sangat kerana dapat further my studies..

ini harapan parents aku jgk, dpt diploma pun jadi r.. tak kn sijil je..

my parents pun dah happy dgn khabar aku y telah dapat smbung diploma..

malah, parents aku dah nak minta cuti utk hantar aku pd 5/7/2011 ini..

pada masa yang sama, aku telah mendapat panggilan kerja,

dari syarikat Bright Prospect at PeeJay.. mereka suruh aku datang interview..

company itu suruh aku set a time to be interviewed but aku buat do no..

company 2 kol pn aku tak angkat cz aku fikir aku dah nk sambung belajar..

yang menghampakan aku sekarang ialah..

Pada 26/5/2011 aku telah mendapat berita yang amat mendukacita..

kwnku di PSAS telah mengupdate status pd group SPP JULAI 2009 (PSAS)

"berita buruk lagi menyedihkan.. integrasi bkn batch kite sesi jun ni"

yang telah diupdate oleh mira.. aku terkejut dengan berita ini..

aku betol2 xpercaya dengan berita yang mira sampaikan..

dengan tidak mempercayai kata-kata mira, aku sendiri telefon kementerian politeknik..

dan akhirnya memang benar kata2 mira bahawa kemasukan sessi jun bkn utk kami..

gamaknya mmg xde rezeki aku utk sambung belajar untuk sesi Jun ini..

jawapan yang telah diberi oleh Kementerian ialah..........

Keputusan yang mereka telah beri akan dibatalkan serta merta..

mereka bilang sesiapa yang mohon integrasi menggunakan result sem 2 akan dibatalkan

kenapa mereka approvekn permohonan kte owg klu result sem 2 tak boleh pakai..

ini salah mereka juga.. dah bg harapan kat kami aleh2 dibatalkan..

siapa yang tak hampa kalau jd cmni??

hanya tuhan sahaja yang tahu.. takpe r,mayb ad hikmah disebalik semua ini..

mungkin Allah nak aku kerja dulu,cari duit dan tolong mak ayah aku

yang selama ini aku byk sshkn mereka dan byk gunakan duit mereka..

tak pe wani.. wani kena byk2 kn bersabar yer... cari kerja dlu yer..

Ary Khamis depan aku ade interview di PJ..

aku berharap agar aku mendapat kerja di company itu..

AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN..

doakan kejayaan aku di dunia dan di akhirat..

-wani-

icE skAtiNg

21 APRIL 2011

ku bersama si dia, MOHD IKHWAN bermain ice skating..

awok nak bercerita sikit ttg ice skating ni..

inilah pertama kali sayangku bermain ice skating..

PRICE : RM15

SOCKS : RM5

kami berdua kena bayar RM35.. nasib r awok bwk stokin tp sepasang je..

sorry dear coz xbwk stokin utk abang..

awok nk cite nii.. beselah 1st time main ice skating..

4 sure laa tak reti lagi kan...

mula2 2 mmgla slow je kami main ice skating..

but dah banyak kali pusing, barulah berani main kt tengah...

kalau tidak,pegang tiang je r.. huhuhu..

n 4 ur information, sayang awok 2 jatoh byk kali..

awok tak ada r byk kali.. awok jatuh 2 kali je..

kali kedua awok jatuh, siku awok berdarah.. terus awok benti main..

tinggallah sayangku main sorang-sorang..

inilah pixxa kenangan kami disana

boyot

tembam

till than bubbye

-wani-

New PhOne

SAMSUNG WAVE 575

i'm so happy now.. b'coz i already have new phone...

1stly, i nk cite cket about dis phone...

i sbnrnye cari phone sony vivaz.. but lastly, beli phone lain..

i cari kt lowyat mahal sgt, then i cari kt plaza alam sentral (PAS) cz murah

tyme 2 i nk cari baju tok dinner.. alang2 i cari r fon skali..

tyme 2 plak phone my honey is totally broken..

nilah fon syg i y rosak 2

SE W880i

da pusing2 cari fon, i beli r fon touch screen

ni la fon baru i, samsung wave 575..

i beli warne itam.. ok x??

handphone lama i, i bg kt syg i pakai laa...

mcm mane i nk contact dia klu dia xde phone kn..

i berkorban laa fon i 2.. i don't mind...

phone y i bg dy 2.. SE w595

ni warna gold housing 1st i..

then i tukar housing cz housing lama i da rosak..

skg i tukar housing warna pink...

amboi,laki pki warna pink..aiyoyo..

sweet gitu.. huhuhu..

ok la,... spi cni sahaja ringkasan i ttg phone...

goodbye old phone n welcome 2 new phone..

hehehehehehe..

TILL THAN BUBBYE...

-wani-

Dinner MPG jbtn perd

coie da lama x update blog nie.. bz study la katekn.. huhuhu

ni teman nk cerite.. kome bacelah yer klu ad mase..

LOKASI: HOTEL BLUE WAVE, SHAH ALAM

MASA: 8.00PM-10.30PM

firstly, b4 dinner letc. ckp mknn western food tp last2 tukar mknn

mnjdi mknn nasi briyani....simple je mknn dy..

ad lauk ikan bawal, udang, ayam, dhal kari, sup soto, caramel, n sky juice je..

byar dah r mahal RM75.. igt kami ni owg kaya ke??

hmm, xpelah.. "WHAT IS PAST IS PAST"

biole.. tp dinner ni kenangan spi bile2 ak study kt PSA..

teman mlas nk cite pnjg2.. bia ringkas tp padat.. hahhaa :D

setibanya di sana, perkara yang kami perlu buat:-

1.kami perlu dftar dlu then amek nombor bertuah

sat g ad cabutan bertuah.. mana tahu teman dpt ke?? huhu

2. dduk meja yang telah diberi nombor semasa pendaftaran..

sementera menunggu vvip datang, ap ag kami mst tgkp gba laa..

3. after vvip dah dtg, KJ ngn timbalan pengarah bg ucapan cket2..

4. sehabisnya ucapan, kami da boleh mencekik.. huhu

5. sambil kami mencekik, stiap kelas akan membuat persembahan..

6. selepas persembahan, silih berganti dengan cabutan bertuah..

ni teman nk citer cket bab cabutan bertuah..

setiap cbutan bertuah, dipanggil 6 nombor.. ad 3 pusingan cabutan bertuah

cabutan pusingan pertama, nombor ak xnaik2 pn..

cabutan yang ke2.. jeng..jeng..jeng..

nombor 106... ialah nombor cabutan teman..

ape ag, teman nek pentas amek hadiah iaitu hamper..

caiyaa la wani.. ad gk dpt hamper.. huhu.. ALHAMDULILLAH..

setelah dinner ini selesai, ap ag kami semua ambil peluang mgmbil gambar

utk membuat kenangan sampai bila2.. ni kn semester akhir...

ambil gambar sahaja hampir 1jam...

yang paling teman kesian kt sayang teman ..

MOHD IKHWAN BIN ZAINAL ABIDIN

y sebenarnya, dy y hantar teman ngn kwn teman g dinner..

dy terpakse tggu teman spi habis dinner..

ayg minta maaf yer syg cz buat abg tggu lame..

jangan marah haa.. nnt kena jual... :)

n lastly, thanx 2 kak fiza, bakal akak iparku.. AMIN.. cz tlh make-up kn wani..

cantik sgt akak make-up.. mmg lain muke wani y sbenar... tqvm

ok la... kt bwh ni serba sedikit gbar y kami telah tangkap utk kenangan..

miera, liya, aien, atie, wani, faesh

its me

kami SPP4

siapa suka saya,angkat tangan mcm saya..

3 dara pingitan

p/s: 2 all my fren spp, we will meet again..

n i will miss u'ollz 4ver n ever..

n for my honey,tqvm cz sggup menunggu ayg..

i love u so much darling.. muahhhh