Maybe I look like I was filled by happiness. Maybe I always laugh with all the stupid jokes. Maybe I create a huge smile every single time. And maybe. I look OKAY.
But actually, from the deepest in my heart, you can see. I AM TRULY NOT OKAY.
I can't stand it anymore. Please heart, be strong.
I can not rid of this feeling again and again. Maybe tonight is the time to release all the miserable feelings that I faced since you weren't here with me.
I'm sick of all of this feelings. It kept killing me on the inside. I'm suffering because of missing you
I can't say anything about this. I just can say ; 'Please cure me'.
I wish you were here.
I need you. ALWAYS.
If you're here, I swear I won't let you to go. I won't let you to leave me here. Alone without you.
Till then, I just can say I will pretend that you always here besides me. You always be at my side right?
Because you're always here ; in my HEART.
I am sorry. Sometimes I can't stand my feelings for a long time
I love you so much, MOHD IKHWAN BIN ZAINAL ABIDIN. :')
-wani-
